My darling boy, my darling D, Tomorrow you are finally having the operation that will change and save your life. For 5.5 years I have fought to see this happen for you and yet it breaks my heart you have to go through it. They have said you are going to be away from us anywhere up to 2 months but no less than 1. And my baby, you will be asleep for at least a week (Maybe more). You make sure you rest baby, Daddy and I will be there when you wake up. I promise. I am going to miss you so much. Miss your cheeky smile, miss your beautiful face every morning telling me you have woken up. Miss you calling out “I love you Mummy, I love you Daddy” at least once an hour. I know you are coming home and coming home much stronger than you were before, but every day away from you feels like a year. I love you so much more than words could ever tell you. You teach me strength little buddy… And yet I still feel so weak and powerless. If I could have taken this away from you I would have. I will be with you every step of the way. As much as I possibly can be. And when I am not, know that I am fighting for my health to to always be the Mummy you need and be there for you when you grow up. Daddy and a WHOLE lot of other people will carry you through the times I am not there. You have given so much joy to so many people and will continue to do so. You WILL bounce back from this better than ever and FINALLY get the quality of life you deserve to have and have yet to experience. The world will be your oyster baby. I love you my darling boy. I love you, I love you, I love you. Forever and Always, Mummy ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
